March 13, 2006

Curiosity killed da cat...

Im not da kind of person who talks abt herself..i actually don know what 2say abt myself .. Even when i was creatin dis whole blog,der was sth in profile which asks 2 write abt urself i skipped it coz i really don know what 2say..

But now i really wanna talk abt sth in me..seems its a problem after all.. im sooo curious im dat kind of person dat is really so very alot 'use every word in every language' 2 describe how much CURIOS i am n i really don know what 2do abt it..

I honestly wont b able 2sleep at night if der was sth i wanted 2know n ddn or if some1 told me dat a surprise would happen da next day or so on..i will be up all night just thinkin what dat thn would b n ofcourse i'l drive da person maaaaaaad with my naggin n beggin 2 know whats da thn..n i'l drive myself mad too i have very wide imagination so i'l b thinkin n relatin n makin conclusions n stuff all night long n whats da pain is dat sometimes da whole thn bettla3 not worthy..y3ni sth very silly or 3ADI n i get pissed..

i ddn think it was a prob actually..I knew it was an unpleasant nature !! bs lately i c dat its more dan dat its really a prob n its affectin my life n relation wid oders..My frnds or let me say old old frnds know dis in me n dey tease me abt it alot n we would just laugh abt it..But its really not a good quality in me,im not a nosey person im just curios abt dose i care abt mostly..i cant justify why im like dat,i really don know n really cant get rid of it..though i want to i really do..

I don wanna b an old stupid cat..n i certainly don want my curiosity 2kill me..

March 11, 2006


Hellooooo,Dr. DAR kindly tagged me :D im new here,i don think i can tag any1 yet,but enshala i will soon..but i answeed da quetions..enjoy..bby

Q: Who’s the 4th person on your received call list?
A: A number that is not in my list

Q: What’s your main ringtone on your phone?
A: Most of the time it is beep once,n hoestly i have a different tone 4every group in my list mostly i hear Nthn else matters"metallica"coz its my parent's tone:p

Q: What were you doing at midnight last night?
A: zzZzZzZ m'3aybeh..dudes i have a job..

Q: What did the last text message on your cell phone say
A: " hi soso,just wanna say hi...bs xalas :) "

Q: Whose bed did you sleep in last night?
A: Mine my sweet sweet bed..

Q: What color shirt are you wearing?
A: blue

Q: Most recent movie that you watched?
A: The family stone..wid my sweet cousin jan..

Q: Name 3 things that you have on you at all times?
A: gum,mob,fine...

Q: What's the color of your bedsheets?
A: blue wid cats :D

Q: How much cash do you have on you right now?
A: 15 jds

Q: What is your favorite part of the chicken?
A: breast i only eat it..

Q: What's your favorite town/city?
A: vennice

Q: I can't wait to (till)...?
A: to go home get a bath n sleep..

Q: When was the last time you saw your mom?
A: At 8:15 when i left da car 4work..

Q: When was the last time you saw your dad?
A: Last night

Q: When was the last time you talked to them?
A: mum 1:49 pm on da phone,dad yest when i got home.

Q: What did you have for dinner last night?
A: ka3k w shay..

Q: How long have you been at your current job?
A: one week :) one whole week..

Q: Look to your left. What's there?
A: nanosh my sweet sweet japanese boy :)

Q: Who is the last person you spent over $50 on?
A: myself..

Q: What's the last piece of clothing you borrowed from someone?
A: balashna fadaye7 y3ni...haik as2leh ma btensa2al ya nas..u know gurl so no need 2say ur name..xaleeha mastoora..

Q: What website(s) do you visit the most during the day?
A: weightwatchers,hotmail,yahoo..

Q: Do you have an air freshener in your car?
A: What car!!! msh lama yseer 3ndi car awal..

Q: Do you have plants in your room?
A: nop..

Q: Does anything hurt on your body right now?
A: nop..just sleeeeeeeeeepy..

Q: What city was your last taxi cab ride in?
A: amman..

Q: Do you own a camera phone?
A: nop..

Q: What's your favorite drink?
A: apple juice,hazelnut coffee..

Q: Recent time you were really upset?
A: hmmm,i cant remember exactly im like upset alot so i stopped keepin track..

Q: Have you been in love with anyone?
A: yaaaaa..

Expectig a new member in da family :D

I cant wait 4 dat day 2come..da day when i'l get dis phone call from my frnd tellin me dat "Jessica" had given birth 2her kittens..One of da kittens a baby boy cat is my new family member :) oh really i cant wait..

Me n cats..they r da love of my life..if u already know me den u wont be surprised! i just love everythn abt dem n proudly 2say know everythn too ;)

well,i cant talk abt all my cats durin my life n i had a lot..so i'l talk abt my latest sweetheart cat "sugar" whom i recently lost :( i had him 4 da last 2 years since he was like one month old n he was my little kid but sadly he was stolen a couple of months ago n i tried 2 find him bs sadly i couldnt..my loss broke my heart bs now its time 2move on n da best way 2do dat is by gettin a new cat..i do feel guilty abt replacing him but im not..he'l always b my sugar i just need da distraction so i can feel a little better..

He had some really cute habbits n behaviours n it gives me butterflies in my tummy each time i remember what he used 2 do..4example he loved socks he used 2 carry any sock he finds n travel through da house,so everytime i wanted a sock i had 2 search da whole house 4 my missin sock,he ddn like 2 eat fish! strange 4 a cat but my sugar ddn he loved cake instead..ya n everytime we leave da cake on da table uncovered he marks it wid his little bites n i take da blame :Phe hated bathin time n made dat sad shout everytime he had 2 bathe 'poor baby',he enjoyed company 'be7eb elwanas',although he knew dad ddn like him nor pet him,when ever we were out n dad was alone in da house he goes n sits near him..n ofcourse i was special 2him as i said he was my baby n he knew how much i love him n he loved me back so he always used 2come n stuck his face 2mine as if he was like kiss me come on..n i always did..n he called me wid a different tone nt his regular meaw..i don know but it was different he used it mostly when im in my room wid da door locked n he wanted 2come in..oh n mostly what i love is dat beautiful beautiful sound 'brrrrrrr' he n oder cats make when he lay on my tummy or when i pet him n he is happy..i just love dat sound..

i can talk 4ever abt my cat but im in alittle hurry now so i'l be short..i really miss sugar so much n i spent weeks cryin i actually had dreams abt him too,commin home,but sadly dey never came true..i just ope dat who ever took him is takin good care of him i really hope so..

i know how da loss can be so painful so i decided dat if i ever have kids'humans' i'l never allow dem 2have pets its really a pain..

so,now i really cant wait 2get dat call as i said so i can enjoy my new kid..n hopefully i'l b a good mum..hehehe..cant figure out what 2name him yet,but i guess kol wa7ad beeji esmo ma3o as dey say..

March 05, 2006

My first couple of days EMPLOYED :)

As many many graduated boys n girls i spent my days after graduation searchin the net,newspapers, askin friends n prayin to find a job n become independent.. Ofcourse the enthusiasm n the high hopes fade away by time,disappointing interviews,my friends bein hired and the horrible question every1 asks me everytime i leave the house..DID NOT YOU FIND A JOB YET?!!!!!!!!

But then i started this job..it has only been 2 days n im really still adjustin;especially with the whole wakin up soooo early thn..Consider me silly but i really like the little thns i got from bein employed,such as havin my own two drawers with a special key i keep with me,havin an access card with my info,my own desk n computer besides almost every1 seems friendly n nice..

Yesterday was a disaster i was sleepy all day long n i swear there were times i wanted 2 pass out on the pc,it was boring i spent the whole day reading n reading n reading..i was really shy too the whole time n only spoke whenever i was asked sth..

Today it was alittle different,i spent the mornin period finishin up readin,then the whole afternoon workin n applyin what i read it was really better..n i started connecting with my coworkers better n end up laughin all day :) n i had my first staff meeting which was pretty fun n they all welcomed me again 2day n even clapped :p

Im sooo sleepy n tired now so im off 2 bed n hopefully tomorrow will be a good good day...